Fallen Angel


My eyes flutter open,
moisture spilling over the edge.
Looking over the green pastures,
with butterflies overhead.

I tried to stand up,
but could not find my feet.
I may have lost my wings now,
but inside is where I bleed.

Kiss me O' father,
tell me this isn't the end.
To heal my broken wings,
another angel you shall send.

Tell me you still love me,
that I meant more to you.
My spirit's still alive in me,
and I keep it all for you.

Its been ages I've been there,
your death wish I still defy.
Am I still your prized angel?
Then why my heaven you deny?

These beautiful lilies will fade one day,
these rolling meadows will all turn to hay,
and I'll still crawl around on all fours,
weeping, waiting, and living on for one more day.

Psy Thesaurus

Walkin' down the boulevard,
blissfully in my dream.
Ain't nothing I care about,
don't care what it really means.

Fly sweet angel,
gently by my side.
Tell me where should I go,
got nothing to hide.

I never thought that I could...
I never thought that I would...
always knew, always knew
everythin' I got to know.

Oh! sweet angel,
a silhouette I perceive.
Please tell me the truth,
is this what you want for me.

All the brightest colors,
showering on my head.
Sweet rose petals,
carpeting my bed.

Begone be thy miseries,
let love nectar suffice.
I know I got it all,
when I look into your eyes.

I never thought that I could...
I never thought that I would...
always knew, always knew
everythin' I got to know.

Sweet Summer Kiss

I never thought I'd see
the blue sea, the bright horizon
thought they were'nt meant for me
the evergreen love I was after
but then you came
to show me the way
the day you kissed me I could dream again
and I know that we'd be together for always
Coz you're the one for me
yes you are the only one I see
You're so special girl in my life
I wanna hold you close by my side
got no other way to say
please stay with me for always.

The emptiness of my heart
made me believe that love could never
hold on on its own
and face the storms on our horizon
but you were there
in every tear
I could love you girl
for all my years
and there will be life ever after in shade or rain
Coz you're the one for me
yes you are the only one I see
You're so special girl in my life
I wanna hold you close by my side
got no other way to say
please stay with me for always.

My Bebo

I kiss you gently on the forehead,
tuck you snug in the bed spread.

I lightly brush your hair back,
my fingers feeling their soft matte.

I whisper a prayer to make you well,
for a moment pause and savor the smell.

Finally I take a snap in my mind,
and leave wishing you a very goodnight...

Thou shall not twitter....sez who?

Oh I don't know....

Seems the multi-monthed self-deployed sabbatical I have been in combined with the irresistible forces of the home page of twitter and with a hint of something in today's mood has sparked off something in me....

A promise of self-evaluation, a whisper of harder and yet better times to come, an apocalyptic eye-opener, or as Zac would put it - the start of something new!

Frankly I don't even know what to blog about. And maybe this inherent and amusing drive to blog about only the meaningful is what has kept me off for so long...

Whatever it be, today is a new day and tonight shall be a new night.

Wondering if I am drunk?

maybe...maybe not....

...depends on whether or not you consider being LOVE DRUNK illegal!!

Yeah baby! am back!!.......and this time.....its two of us

More later.....toodles :)

Mush

I stab my heart to see if it still bleeds
I cry away with tears you never see
And if that's the reason for your hurt and pain
I say tornadoes can't even touch the flame.

I know we were always meant to be
The one perfect thing, that's you and me
And sometimes you may never hear me speak
Coz no matter the distance, I feel you here with me.

Baby you always go that extra mile
Whatever the pain, you make me smile
And you are the reason I am here tonight
So don't let go now, just feel me inside.